Focus Anna Focus :)

I have never in my life felt so thoroughly unfocused in my life! All of my thoughts are so jumbled I can't concentrate on anything. I wish that something would snap in me and I could get on with the things I need to do. I have so much to do for work and I can't even sit down at the computer and do anything at all! I lost my thumb drive and I can't find it anywhere. I think I lost it at WTP. I have a copy of it at work on my computer so I know I'm ok there unless Marty decided in his infinite wisdom that I didn't need what was on my desktop. Oh well. I need to get out to work at some point and put everything on a new flash drive. I have to do my syllabus for my honors class. Can someone please tell me if this is the 4 year teacher doldrums and when will I snap out of it?

I am seriously considering some ADHD medication if this doesn't soon get out of my head. I blame summer. Next year for sure for sure for sure i'm doing 6 weeks of summer school so that my mind doesn't turn to mush. Then i'm going to go to Virginia to be with my family for a while and the rest of the summer i'm going to hibernate and sleep! I loved working in Delano because summers were shorter, and I got more time off in the year. Those were the only advantages though.

I hate to say this but i'm not looking forward to Vegas this year. It doesn't have the same feel to it and honestly I wouldn't mind staying home and saving the money for things I need. I am going to get my class set up on Friday. Maybe I'll feel different after i'm more organized.

Things I'm looking forward to:

Starting work back and seeing my friends

3 fantasy football leagues

Mira Monte High School Football

Chargers vs. Jaguars September 19th

Cold Weather

Happy Hours with MMHS Peeps

Book Clubs

We the People

I'm going to book Jerry and I a cruise at some point.

That's all I have to say about that.